Fell In Love With A Boy

[thepnutgallery]

I don't remember what I was watching, but somehow the question came up, "If you could go back in time, and tell your younger self one thing, what would it be?" I'd like to know your non-investment tip answers. I was kind of surprised at mine. Kind of.

They offered us OT yesterday, but I was feeling downright ill by the end of the day, so I just went home. Made some really really fantastic TVP at home, had a carrot, and waited for Ken. We had talked about the possibility of going to the gym before game, but I was kind of hoping that we'd end up with other physical activities instead. Instead, he came home and watched TV.

I popped onto A4A for a moment, and discovered a message from a guy that had hit me up back when Ken and I had first started seeing each other. Our conversation was brief, but ended with me sending him a somewhat snarky message and blocking him. I'd had a drink or two, so I might have overreacted. Whatev. We went over to game, where I foolishly ate potato rolled tacos (they weren't very good, and not worth however many calories were in them), and we chatted with the boys. I also subtly expressed my dissatifaction with being left home on Sunday, and I feel that Ken got the message, so I'm okay. It was good times.

Came home, ate some TVP that was decent tasting, even though I was kind of rushed because Ken wanted to go to bed. I didn't sleep terribly well, probably on account of the booze, but I did try to use Ken as a blanket.

Comments

[marlinkhylacat]

"Stay away from four people (insert the names of two stalkers, one bad boyfriend, and one user/manipulative 'best friend' who's currently using my intellectual property for profit without permission)."

[faerierie.livejournal.com]

"Don't try to grow up so fast. Go out. Have fun. Make mistakes and bad decisions. While you're young and beautiful and before it's too late."

...What was yours?

[thepnutgallery]

But....you're still young and beautiful....I'm confused.....as far as the mistakes and bad decisions - we're at Rich's just about every Friday......come make mistakes with us. :-D

All I would say would be to come out sooner. I was kind of surprised at that.

[faerierie.livejournal.com]

I know I'm still young and beautiful, but it was like I forgot it for three years and went off and got married, and now I'm stuck between this grown-up life and wanting to act my age (young and beautiful).

Why am I explaining this to you? You of all people understand this feeling!!!

Memo

[npgmaverick.livejournal.com]

From: Me, age 32

To: Me, age 17

"Don't b so afraid. It's okay 2 leave your house once in a while. Go make some friends outside of your comfort zone."

[thepnutgallery]

Largely, yes, though there are some important differences. Naturally, I focus on the differences because I don't imagine that what worked well for me would do the same for others.

[faerierie.livejournal.com]

Well, yeah... I operate on a different level than you. I attach, and would go off and immediately hook up with someone else. You wanted to go off and whore it up first.

I fucking love Halloween. Ice cream soon.