No Explantion
Dec. 27th, 2016 11:36 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thepnutgalleryWoke up at 5 am, strangely tired, but entirely unable to get back to sleep. This trend continued all day in the office, and I barely managed to do a little bit of working out. Coleman and Lee left for PS in the morning, and I commented that I'd see them there. Matt, who I haven't seen in weeks, and haven't fucked in even longer, expressed dismay that he has work and can't go. I don't recall him asking to go, and more importantly, I still have literally never received an invite from him for anything he's done, ever.
A few boys hit me up on Grindr, including a gent from NY - Sebastian - and a torso twink. The gent from NY was initially supposed to be at my place at 5, but didn't show up until after 6. I shouldn't have, but I was so tired and hungry that I ate more leftovers when I got home. My stomach was fine the whole time, but it made me nervous. Also, Sebastian insisted on condoms. No matter how much lube you use, they still chafe. And even though I told him I couldn't cum, due to tomorrow's shoot, he still tried to make me. I was going to give him a ride home after, but he called a Lyft again instead. Suits me fine. Except without that motivation to leave again, I didn't make it to the gym.
Running into the bathroom to put towels away, I nearly fell on my ass, and somehow my toes ended up injured. Grrr. Torso Twink asked to see more of me, I directed him to my work. He said it's "not that much" and wanted a pic of just my cock. Giant red flags from someone who's face I haven't seen, but then he decided he really fucking wanted me. Needed me, in fact. Also, he lives in Spring Valley, and wanted a ride to my place. And I still haven't seen his face. His whole conversation got weirder after that, and I got more tired.
One bright spot for the evening was that a gent on Tumblr Liked/reblogged a bunch of pics of me, from me. I checked out his blog, and happened to see a pornhub link to my Guybone scene. 30 comments, all amazingly complimentary. One guy particularly wanted to know who I was. And everyone called us hot, hairy, and hung. Stephen and I are definitely not, Damon is arguable. But god it was so nice to read after sending in modeling applications for the last few weeks.
A few boys hit me up on Grindr, including a gent from NY - Sebastian - and a torso twink. The gent from NY was initially supposed to be at my place at 5, but didn't show up until after 6. I shouldn't have, but I was so tired and hungry that I ate more leftovers when I got home. My stomach was fine the whole time, but it made me nervous. Also, Sebastian insisted on condoms. No matter how much lube you use, they still chafe. And even though I told him I couldn't cum, due to tomorrow's shoot, he still tried to make me. I was going to give him a ride home after, but he called a Lyft again instead. Suits me fine. Except without that motivation to leave again, I didn't make it to the gym.
Running into the bathroom to put towels away, I nearly fell on my ass, and somehow my toes ended up injured. Grrr. Torso Twink asked to see more of me, I directed him to my work. He said it's "not that much" and wanted a pic of just my cock. Giant red flags from someone who's face I haven't seen, but then he decided he really fucking wanted me. Needed me, in fact. Also, he lives in Spring Valley, and wanted a ride to my place. And I still haven't seen his face. His whole conversation got weirder after that, and I got more tired.
One bright spot for the evening was that a gent on Tumblr Liked/reblogged a bunch of pics of me, from me. I checked out his blog, and happened to see a pornhub link to my Guybone scene. 30 comments, all amazingly complimentary. One guy particularly wanted to know who I was. And everyone called us hot, hairy, and hung. Stephen and I are definitely not, Damon is arguable. But god it was so nice to read after sending in modeling applications for the last few weeks.
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