Man, Can I Nurse A Grudge!
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thepnutgalleryFriday - Ended up going way too far in the "non-fighting" direction, to the point where I let a lot of points go in the discussion, and was actually very angry with myself.....proceeded to take this out on Ken by being distant the entire evening, and yelling at him on the walk home from Rich's......both Friday night and Sunday night.....thankfully, Ken is a very understanding man. We still had sex after work, I was just mad while we did it. :-D Rich's was sparsely populated, though we did see Hank and Jonathan, and I apparently danced with a 3 different guys, one of whom was all up on me. Towards the end of the night, I brought some guy out onto the patio to tell him something, but ended up talking to a girl out there instead. I think the guy thought I was picking him up, which is only slightly awkward. Ken mentioned on the way home how upset he was that I disappeared without telling him.....that's about when I started yelling......
Saturday morning we layed in bed and made out for a while, which is one of my favorite things ever, and we hadn't done for some time. We didn't have sex since neither of us felt like Bottoming, though he did put on a nice show for me :-D. I'd have returned the favor, but wanted to make sure I was still randy in the evening, when I figured we'd go for reals. When we finally got up, we packed a snack-pack and headed over to Earthdance to see DJ Heather, among others. As we were headed up, looking at all the peace signs and tents, I mentioned that we should have bought a box of crunchy granola, in case we needed to blend in. It was fun, and there was actually a good mix of people - ravers, goths, hippies, even some stilt walkers! Also saw Brandon and Chris, Nikki and Daniel there - Nikki and Ken made hi-larious comments about some unfortunate girl's hair. I also splurged and spent $3 on a piece of pie from Peace Pies, a raw vegan "bakery". I was very tempted to try the pizza and a brownie as well, but opted against - cash and calories saved....not very much of either, but still. We left Earthdance just before Wyatt showed up, but it was otherwise very successful. We popped onto A4A when we got home, and proved to be very popular boys. Finally narrowed it down and went to visit a gent, only to find that he had MAJOR issues with his sexuality, which likely contributed to him coming before things even got started. Undaunted, we immediately messaged another gent, who, truth be told, we had wanted to begin with, but had just been messaged by the first guy...well...first. 2nd time was the charm, and a fantastic time was had by all. I didn't cum, which is fairly typical of me with Guest Stars, and kind of felt like going out afterwards...Ken was sleepy, but urged me to go out anyway. I should have, especially since there was a guy at Flick's that wanted to have sex with me, and who Ken didn't want to have sex with, but very foolishly just went to bed.
Woke up at 4am, and wasn't able to go back to sleep until about 6:30.... Ken took care of things in the morning, though this time he didn't cum, and then we went to Mo's with Dallas. We were there for waaay to long, in my opinion, but I did get to see the Carol Burnett rendition of Cinderella featuring the Pointer Sisters - BAD ASS. Also, we scored invitations to Mo's Anniversary party on Tuesday. We headed back home, and then Ken and Dallas went to #1 on Fifth and stayed home, studied (recieved the message that I am officially taking the LSAT on the 29th.....), and went to rehearsal. Rehearsal was good, and then I got home just a little before Ken, which was quite surprising, given that they had left at 2. He had just gotten off the phone with my papa, which was just as amusing as you might imagine, given that the two of them had never spoken before. Dallas layed down on the couch, and Ken layed down in bed - I was about to get in with him, when he mentioned he'd like a 3rd. Not usually a problem, except that there didn't seem to be anybody on A4A....I did chat with two gents while Ken slept, but one was just chatting, and Ken wanted a raincheck on the other. We were going to go to Inn at the Park, but ended up going to Flick's, even though it was kareoke - we saw Michael there, which is always a joy. I'd had a couple drinks before we left the house, and I had at least another one at the bar. I decided the host was adorable, and that I would happily blow someone if they would sing "The Trouble With Love" by Kelly Clarkson....I even made a sign, though I quickly lost it.....did I mention I had been drinking? We also saw Sean, a boy who has a crush on Ken, and also saw him when we went to Rich's after. The evening is kind of fuzzy after that, but I do remember dancing with a boy that Ken didn't care for, and at the very end of the evening, Ken tells me to wait there for a moment and disappears.....I look around after a few minutes, and see him across the room, chatting with Sean.....we left right after that, and I pretty much just yelled the whole way home. :-( The good news is that it seems to have finally gotten all the anger over Friday out....also, I think I'm finally finally finally entering a comfortable, less vulnerable place with Ken. Time will tell, I suppose, but I look forward to finding out.
Saturday morning we layed in bed and made out for a while, which is one of my favorite things ever, and we hadn't done for some time. We didn't have sex since neither of us felt like Bottoming, though he did put on a nice show for me :-D. I'd have returned the favor, but wanted to make sure I was still randy in the evening, when I figured we'd go for reals. When we finally got up, we packed a snack-pack and headed over to Earthdance to see DJ Heather, among others. As we were headed up, looking at all the peace signs and tents, I mentioned that we should have bought a box of crunchy granola, in case we needed to blend in. It was fun, and there was actually a good mix of people - ravers, goths, hippies, even some stilt walkers! Also saw Brandon and Chris, Nikki and Daniel there - Nikki and Ken made hi-larious comments about some unfortunate girl's hair. I also splurged and spent $3 on a piece of pie from Peace Pies, a raw vegan "bakery". I was very tempted to try the pizza and a brownie as well, but opted against - cash and calories saved....not very much of either, but still. We left Earthdance just before Wyatt showed up, but it was otherwise very successful. We popped onto A4A when we got home, and proved to be very popular boys. Finally narrowed it down and went to visit a gent, only to find that he had MAJOR issues with his sexuality, which likely contributed to him coming before things even got started. Undaunted, we immediately messaged another gent, who, truth be told, we had wanted to begin with, but had just been messaged by the first guy...well...first. 2nd time was the charm, and a fantastic time was had by all. I didn't cum, which is fairly typical of me with Guest Stars, and kind of felt like going out afterwards...Ken was sleepy, but urged me to go out anyway. I should have, especially since there was a guy at Flick's that wanted to have sex with me, and who Ken didn't want to have sex with, but very foolishly just went to bed.
Woke up at 4am, and wasn't able to go back to sleep until about 6:30.... Ken took care of things in the morning, though this time he didn't cum, and then we went to Mo's with Dallas. We were there for waaay to long, in my opinion, but I did get to see the Carol Burnett rendition of Cinderella featuring the Pointer Sisters - BAD ASS. Also, we scored invitations to Mo's Anniversary party on Tuesday. We headed back home, and then Ken and Dallas went to #1 on Fifth and stayed home, studied (recieved the message that I am officially taking the LSAT on the 29th.....), and went to rehearsal. Rehearsal was good, and then I got home just a little before Ken, which was quite surprising, given that they had left at 2. He had just gotten off the phone with my papa, which was just as amusing as you might imagine, given that the two of them had never spoken before. Dallas layed down on the couch, and Ken layed down in bed - I was about to get in with him, when he mentioned he'd like a 3rd. Not usually a problem, except that there didn't seem to be anybody on A4A....I did chat with two gents while Ken slept, but one was just chatting, and Ken wanted a raincheck on the other. We were going to go to Inn at the Park, but ended up going to Flick's, even though it was kareoke - we saw Michael there, which is always a joy. I'd had a couple drinks before we left the house, and I had at least another one at the bar. I decided the host was adorable, and that I would happily blow someone if they would sing "The Trouble With Love" by Kelly Clarkson....I even made a sign, though I quickly lost it.....did I mention I had been drinking? We also saw Sean, a boy who has a crush on Ken, and also saw him when we went to Rich's after. The evening is kind of fuzzy after that, but I do remember dancing with a boy that Ken didn't care for, and at the very end of the evening, Ken tells me to wait there for a moment and disappears.....I look around after a few minutes, and see him across the room, chatting with Sean.....we left right after that, and I pretty much just yelled the whole way home. :-( The good news is that it seems to have finally gotten all the anger over Friday out....also, I think I'm finally finally finally entering a comfortable, less vulnerable place with Ken. Time will tell, I suppose, but I look forward to finding out.
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Date: 2007-09-20 11:04 pm (UTC)