I Like Gloom
Jun. 11th, 2016 09:58 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thepnutgalleryI was supposed to start swimming with JJD today, and he texted me early, but I opted to lay in bed instead. Julian left to feed his cats, I finally managed to doze a bit. We fucked a couple times - still no bottoming for me. I don't want to risk anything - and played video games. I don't yet have the connector for the second controller, so we're stuck using the battery remote. I'm not sure if the pack is faulty, or if Julian just kept aiming it wrong. He also kept pausing the game. It was fine, he had fun, the goal was really to keep him occupied.
Aaron and Ryan decided to have an impromptu BBQ & hot tub, but even before I started drinking I had other priorities. Since Julian had been drinking beer, we brought both beer and liquor. He moved to booze, though, and then took a few hits of weed. The boys were all doing coke as well, though he didn't notice and I didn't tell him. Ryan, it turns out, is an artist, and Julian was very interested in his work. Largely ceramics and such. It was good, but I still had other priorities.
It was cold and he was drunk, so we headed home and played more video games, then laid on the couch and watched Boxtrolls. It was fine. He wanted to fuck one more time, but I declined, and then we almost got into a fight because he wouldn't stop caressing me the other night, and I asked him to not while I try to sleep. Maybe I should start a blog - Reasons My Ex Is Mad At Me - except most of them are pretextual reasons, boiling down to "I'm not in love with him."
Aaron and Ryan decided to have an impromptu BBQ & hot tub, but even before I started drinking I had other priorities. Since Julian had been drinking beer, we brought both beer and liquor. He moved to booze, though, and then took a few hits of weed. The boys were all doing coke as well, though he didn't notice and I didn't tell him. Ryan, it turns out, is an artist, and Julian was very interested in his work. Largely ceramics and such. It was good, but I still had other priorities.
It was cold and he was drunk, so we headed home and played more video games, then laid on the couch and watched Boxtrolls. It was fine. He wanted to fuck one more time, but I declined, and then we almost got into a fight because he wouldn't stop caressing me the other night, and I asked him to not while I try to sleep. Maybe I should start a blog - Reasons My Ex Is Mad At Me - except most of them are pretextual reasons, boiling down to "I'm not in love with him."
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