Ken Meets "Sour Patch Squeak", and Wins!
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thepnutgalleryHad a fairly laid back, if somewhat frustrating week. I finally started following up with jobs, and still none of them have gotten back to me. >.< I was supposed to play D&D on Wednesday, but Robert was sick as a dog when we got there, so the boys and I had social hour. Ken had thought about coming up, but didn't want to slow everyone down while he learned to play. *shrug* There will be other times.
Friday was a very awkward day. I didn't go to the gym, as I had been very good about it for the past week, and knew I had Miriam's class to go to the next day. I hopped onto A4A while I was eat home, and got propositioned by a couple of guys. I turned them down, naturally (see previous issues with when an appropriate time to step out is), and felt very good about it. I had been expecting sex when Ken got off work, but he was starving, and therefore not into it. I don't ask for sex, so we didn't do anything, but my trouble kind of started there. It's not a fair thing to have thought, but my thought was absolutely "I just told all these boys no, and now you don't want to?"
We went to Mo's, where my mood worsened for no particular reason, and then back to Justin's. By this time, I was officially "sour", which is short for "a raging Bitch", and my poor Ken, who had never seen me like this before, tried to kiss the mood away, not understanding that that would only make things worse. I had a few drinks, but wasn't feeling much better, so I decided to go for a jog. I was originally going to go to Trader Joe's to get ice cream, but since Pride in Albuquerque is next weekend, I opted against it once I got to the store. The jog did me good, though, and I saw a small family of skunks on the way there. :) Feeling a little better, I imbibed a bit more at Justin's before heading back to my place for the ride up to Rocky. Rocky could have been MUCH worse than it was; I was still down, and drunk enough for people to notice in conversation, without much hope. Then Nicole told me that she thought she saw Ken in the audience, and sure enough, there he was! I was ecstatic that my honey came to see me, and my whole night was saved, though I could wish he had stayed for the whole show. From what I hear, I did a pretty good Frank, for being hammered. ;) Big thanks to Nicole for telling me that Ken was there, to Anthony for not telling me he was there, and to Kevin for giving me a ride home.
Back at Ken's, we chatted for a while, and despite my reservations, I finally told him that not sleeping with other people was driving me insane. He was very understanding, though there's not much he could do, since the issues are all mine. Even so, I felt much better, and we stayed up past dawn. :) We did the same in the morning, before I left for class. Class was AWESOME, and there were times when I could swear that I had more energy than Miriam. We made smoothies back at Justin's, and I ate too many tater tots and onion rings. Eventually, we walked over to Rich's, which was a blast, if lightly populated. The music was good, but kept breaking it's momentum. I had a drink before we left, and one at Rich's, but the one at Rich's seemed like it had negative amounts of liquor in it. In short, and much to my surprise, I spent the evening sober! Ken was tired, and had been all day, so we just got a good night's sleep.
Sunday was a very chill day. We made up lost time from not having sex the night before, then ran some errands, and had breakfast at CPK. Mmmmmm...split pea soup. We were supposed to go to an event put on by s burlesque troupe at Zombie Lounge, but being fans of neither zombies nor girls in their undies, we opted to hang out at Kenny's instead. I had to take off for rehearsal, which was canceled 45 min. in, due to cast members who fail. Met up with the boys back at Kenny's, and we walked to Baja Betty's, where I ate too many chips. I didn't stress too much over it, because I knew it would be the last thing I ate for the day. Went back to Ken's, to recharge for a bit, and then over to Mo's. Mo's was an unusual experience. The outside was crowded to capacity, while the inside was nearly empty. I thought the music was decent, but Ken was very disappointed, so we left quickly. Again, I had a drink before we left for the place, but nothing after that, so I spent another night stone cold sober. Back at Ken's, I wasn't really feeling like making with the sex, but I knew my chances of not stepping out the next day would go down significantly if I didn't, soooo.....Our sex has been really stellar lately, and somehow just keeps getting better, but I was not in it this time. I wasn't certain of things, which affects my performance more than any other factor. I apologized afterwards, and would hear none of his statements to the contrary. Meh; they can't all be winners.
Friday was a very awkward day. I didn't go to the gym, as I had been very good about it for the past week, and knew I had Miriam's class to go to the next day. I hopped onto A4A while I was eat home, and got propositioned by a couple of guys. I turned them down, naturally (see previous issues with when an appropriate time to step out is), and felt very good about it. I had been expecting sex when Ken got off work, but he was starving, and therefore not into it. I don't ask for sex, so we didn't do anything, but my trouble kind of started there. It's not a fair thing to have thought, but my thought was absolutely "I just told all these boys no, and now you don't want to?"
We went to Mo's, where my mood worsened for no particular reason, and then back to Justin's. By this time, I was officially "sour", which is short for "a raging Bitch", and my poor Ken, who had never seen me like this before, tried to kiss the mood away, not understanding that that would only make things worse. I had a few drinks, but wasn't feeling much better, so I decided to go for a jog. I was originally going to go to Trader Joe's to get ice cream, but since Pride in Albuquerque is next weekend, I opted against it once I got to the store. The jog did me good, though, and I saw a small family of skunks on the way there. :) Feeling a little better, I imbibed a bit more at Justin's before heading back to my place for the ride up to Rocky. Rocky could have been MUCH worse than it was; I was still down, and drunk enough for people to notice in conversation, without much hope. Then Nicole told me that she thought she saw Ken in the audience, and sure enough, there he was! I was ecstatic that my honey came to see me, and my whole night was saved, though I could wish he had stayed for the whole show. From what I hear, I did a pretty good Frank, for being hammered. ;) Big thanks to Nicole for telling me that Ken was there, to Anthony for not telling me he was there, and to Kevin for giving me a ride home.
Back at Ken's, we chatted for a while, and despite my reservations, I finally told him that not sleeping with other people was driving me insane. He was very understanding, though there's not much he could do, since the issues are all mine. Even so, I felt much better, and we stayed up past dawn. :) We did the same in the morning, before I left for class. Class was AWESOME, and there were times when I could swear that I had more energy than Miriam. We made smoothies back at Justin's, and I ate too many tater tots and onion rings. Eventually, we walked over to Rich's, which was a blast, if lightly populated. The music was good, but kept breaking it's momentum. I had a drink before we left, and one at Rich's, but the one at Rich's seemed like it had negative amounts of liquor in it. In short, and much to my surprise, I spent the evening sober! Ken was tired, and had been all day, so we just got a good night's sleep.
Sunday was a very chill day. We made up lost time from not having sex the night before, then ran some errands, and had breakfast at CPK. Mmmmmm...split pea soup. We were supposed to go to an event put on by s burlesque troupe at Zombie Lounge, but being fans of neither zombies nor girls in their undies, we opted to hang out at Kenny's instead. I had to take off for rehearsal, which was canceled 45 min. in, due to cast members who fail. Met up with the boys back at Kenny's, and we walked to Baja Betty's, where I ate too many chips. I didn't stress too much over it, because I knew it would be the last thing I ate for the day. Went back to Ken's, to recharge for a bit, and then over to Mo's. Mo's was an unusual experience. The outside was crowded to capacity, while the inside was nearly empty. I thought the music was decent, but Ken was very disappointed, so we left quickly. Again, I had a drink before we left for the place, but nothing after that, so I spent another night stone cold sober. Back at Ken's, I wasn't really feeling like making with the sex, but I knew my chances of not stepping out the next day would go down significantly if I didn't, soooo.....Our sex has been really stellar lately, and somehow just keeps getting better, but I was not in it this time. I wasn't certain of things, which affects my performance more than any other factor. I apologized afterwards, and would hear none of his statements to the contrary. Meh; they can't all be winners.
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Date: 2007-06-05 01:44 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-06-05 02:52 am (UTC)Now with the disclaimer out the way.
I Love your life. It is awesome and exciting and wonderful to read about. You hang there with the Ken and know I completely understand where you are coming from with the "no sex with other people" thing and frustrating it can be when you have a boyfriend. But from what I have read you have a real connection with him and he makes you happy and that is what really matters in the end. Keep being yourself and never doubt it. You are fabulous in my book (and I don't use the F word lightly).
I hope someday we get to meet and hang out. Maybe you me and Bryan can go out for a drink sometime. That would really awesome.
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