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i have fuked Will four times, we are friends on a4a, the last time we fucked was over 8 mos ago, not really sure on that. Mark and the entire universe think u have huge jealousy issues that are beyond normal. Tootie thinks u r nuts for wanting to do porn, and that it is rooted in something deeper, i agree. I have had sex with three people in the last week (give or take). I am not that partial to teddy bears, though I do have one. If I ever spend time with u, it's because I love your company. I still love you also, but as we both know, I cannot be the person you nerd, and you cannot be the one I need. maybe someday we evolve and that changes, but that is the state of things now. A few people think u have done meth, i don't think I count myself among them, but I think u want to, and if the circumstances are right, i think u will. and i know i am powerless to stop u from that. I think that meth could easily ruin u. the more loving and precious one is, the easier it seems that drug shreds through them. Ken thinks u use meth to (did not withhold that, just forgot). U break ur zippers on purpose (the pair u let me borrow has the same "defect") you remove the little catches on the back of the zipper so they fall down. seems to me related to a myriad of characteristics that likely grew out of molestation. There r some truths in your childhood u need to get to, because they are determining your behavior now, and in destructive ways. U r a jew boy, u know it, I know it, and everyone ekse who knows you, knows this. get ur new york accent, but do it by way of the theater. Bees don't care if u eat their honey, they will make more. They are natures Italian mothers. I will pay you back, no matter what ur friends may think. and when i get the unemployment, I will also pay Christina's money (I asked you to do it). I think that FHA still loves you, but mostly wants to be loved more than he wants to do the loving. I think u tried to steal Cisco Disco, u tried to have someone run over Ken while u took off with the dog. I think u'd run over me if I had Chanel.
Obviously, some of that is very serious, and some of it is not. But I can't tell which is which, so I just sent a reply asking if he was drunk.
I was going to go to the gym, but got a text from Bill that he was randy, but started work at the time I got off. There are worse ways to spend a lunch break. Work got very suddenly very very busy when I got back. First time since I've started working till 5 that I had things still to do for the next morning.
Jimmy, the gent who wanted to hire me for the Sexy Santa gig, came over for an "interview." He was younger than he looked in his pics, but also a little on the strange side. I wasn't going to, but I came for him. Shot him in the face, I did.
Richard Britton was having his holiday party at Ryan Bedrosian's place. Mike & Matt both wanted to go, as did Big Eric and Kenric. I drove, even though I really wanted to drink. Mike was affectionate with me at the party, but so was Richard Britton, towards the end. It's so hard being popular.
Big Eric and Kenric were on the party train, and getting ready to head out to Numbers or Bourbon. They couldn't make up their mind, because they didn't want to walk anywhere, but my time as chauffer was coming to a close. Matt, who had only gotten a little tipsy, and was now as sober and irritated as I was, decided to meet other friends at #1 on Fifth. Mike came up - told me everything in my apartment was new, and told me I was wrong when I said they weren't new. *sigh* I'm never like that, right guys? We fucked - drunk sex is really only fun if you're drunk, btw.
i have fuked Will four times, we are friends on a4a, the last time we fucked was over 8 mos ago, not really sure on that. Mark and the entire universe think u have huge jealousy issues that are beyond normal. Tootie thinks u r nuts for wanting to do porn, and that it is rooted in something deeper, i agree. I have had sex with three people in the last week (give or take). I am not that partial to teddy bears, though I do have one. If I ever spend time with u, it's because I love your company. I still love you also, but as we both know, I cannot be the person you nerd, and you cannot be the one I need. maybe someday we evolve and that changes, but that is the state of things now. A few people think u have done meth, i don't think I count myself among them, but I think u want to, and if the circumstances are right, i think u will. and i know i am powerless to stop u from that. I think that meth could easily ruin u. the more loving and precious one is, the easier it seems that drug shreds through them. Ken thinks u use meth to (did not withhold that, just forgot). U break ur zippers on purpose (the pair u let me borrow has the same "defect") you remove the little catches on the back of the zipper so they fall down. seems to me related to a myriad of characteristics that likely grew out of molestation. There r some truths in your childhood u need to get to, because they are determining your behavior now, and in destructive ways. U r a jew boy, u know it, I know it, and everyone ekse who knows you, knows this. get ur new york accent, but do it by way of the theater. Bees don't care if u eat their honey, they will make more. They are natures Italian mothers. I will pay you back, no matter what ur friends may think. and when i get the unemployment, I will also pay Christina's money (I asked you to do it). I think that FHA still loves you, but mostly wants to be loved more than he wants to do the loving. I think u tried to steal Cisco Disco, u tried to have someone run over Ken while u took off with the dog. I think u'd run over me if I had Chanel.
Obviously, some of that is very serious, and some of it is not. But I can't tell which is which, so I just sent a reply asking if he was drunk.
I was going to go to the gym, but got a text from Bill that he was randy, but started work at the time I got off. There are worse ways to spend a lunch break. Work got very suddenly very very busy when I got back. First time since I've started working till 5 that I had things still to do for the next morning.
Jimmy, the gent who wanted to hire me for the Sexy Santa gig, came over for an "interview." He was younger than he looked in his pics, but also a little on the strange side. I wasn't going to, but I came for him. Shot him in the face, I did.
Richard Britton was having his holiday party at Ryan Bedrosian's place. Mike & Matt both wanted to go, as did Big Eric and Kenric. I drove, even though I really wanted to drink. Mike was affectionate with me at the party, but so was Richard Britton, towards the end. It's so hard being popular.
Big Eric and Kenric were on the party train, and getting ready to head out to Numbers or Bourbon. They couldn't make up their mind, because they didn't want to walk anywhere, but my time as chauffer was coming to a close. Matt, who had only gotten a little tipsy, and was now as sober and irritated as I was, decided to meet other friends at #1 on Fifth. Mike came up - told me everything in my apartment was new, and told me I was wrong when I said they weren't new. *sigh* I'm never like that, right guys? We fucked - drunk sex is really only fun if you're drunk, btw.
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