Butt Stuff

I *finally* managed to make another jerk vid, and this time with butt stuff. It was another decent cumshot, too, though I didn't upload it. I've always loved accents, and at some point I picked up one that I keep falling back into, but I don't know where it's from. Tim says my adopting accents is more disassociation. I get that I'm desperate for that, but I'm not sure that's it. But I still can't place the accent I'm going to. Somewhere in the Northeast, for sure.

Sean said he was going to bring my car back at 5, and I asked him to snag a couple handles of vodka on his way. He didn't come, but did order me a 750 bottle. I asked him to tip the driver for me, and might have tipped him on my own. But I definitely shared "When Am I Gonna Lose You" with him. Because I'm me.

I realized that I've started...not just screaming at myself, but like...cussing myself out again. It's my Papa's ghost. Doesn't stop me, but knowing is half the battle. I finally bought "When Am I Gonna Lose You" and played it on repeat while I watched Community....and drank...and smoked.