Around the World

Woke up early, a little hungover, and a little randy. Was going to jerk off but decided to wait, and then remembered that Patrick and I made tentative plans to hang out tonight. I still edged in the bathroom at work, but refrained from cumming. Ashley checked in on me, and wants me to give myself credit for how far I've come. I don't think I'm there yet, but maybe I'm on my way. I had my quarterly meeting with Lynelle in the afternoon, and learned she fell down at some point while working at the Public Defender's office, took time off from it, and had whatever issues she faced rear up again in her 40's. Most everyone at work has been so supportive.

I have a brick of tofu at work, but just wasn't very hungry. I had some of the corn tortillas instead, just to keep my metabolism going and keep me from eating absolutely everything when I got home. But I still wasn't hungry at home. I managed to eat a few "meatballs" and a sammich eventually, but even that was a struggle. I messaged Patrick, but he was working and he didn't contact me after. Charlie, a lovely fan of mine from across the sea, keeps asking for a long stripping video from me, but I've put it off until I'm feeling better. I don't really know how to strip, and don't really have the tech to video myself anyway. Tim asked to come over, so of course I agreed. He cooked up some tofu, asked for money to pay his loan tomorrow, and watched Castlevania. He's concerned that my continued attempted to reconnect with Patrick are me looking for a back avenue to using again. I think it's more nostalgia. He also wanted to know if I had any more thoughts or conclusions about meeting Colleen. Outside of me going back to being that child who wants everyone to get along, I don't really have any, and I feel sort of shitty about that. I finally kicked him out around 10, which was a little later than I wanted to be up. Jerked off with another great cumshot and crashed.