One Month

My phone chirped an incoming text....at 9am. FUCK. I'd set my alarm for 6:30pm on Friday, when I'd meant to get a disco nap in, and forgot to reset it. The temp agency called as I was putting my clothes on. FUCKFUCKFUCK. Not that there's much to do at work, and I have a good track record for punctuality at this point, but still.

Now that my toe is better, I had a lot of work to catch up on. It's just walking from one side of the office to the other, but at the rate I was moving on Friday, that wasn't happening. Ashley texted - Chris had blacked out last night, lost his keys and wallet. She ended up fucking him and cuddling all day.

I'm gonna need to move up to 35lbs on the weights at the gym very soon, and progress always feels good. I saw the guy I played with in the showers the last time, but I think he was just starting his workout as I was finishing mine, and I don't think he even saw me.

Cksinjocks hit me up when I got home, and Eric the Red after him. CK was cool making it a 3 way, but Eric wanted 1-1. Sorry, first come, first serve. I've played with Ck before, and it was even better this time. Ck came *buckets.* I asked him if he'd ever accidentally drowned someone. I came before him, which I really didn't want to do. More than that, though, for all that the sex was pretty mind blowing, I was thinking about Tim the whole time. Which is all the more reason for me not to text him. It's been almost a month since I've spoken to him, and I'm taking it day by day.

Ashley wanted to go to Plumeria for dinner. I'm just okay with their fod, but picked her up at 7:30 anyway. We had a great time at dinner, talking about boys, and sex, and work. It was nice to get some one on one time with her. Even more shocking, she paid for dinner. I only got a seaweed salad, but the total of $26 our meal cost is a lot more to her than to me. On the way to Todd's house, she mentioned that the scar on my arm looks newer, asked if I was ok. I explained, she said that sounded reasonable and then held my hand.

Drag Race was a lot of fun. Ashley recognized Todd's roommate from a year ago, Jason asked to see my vids. Doug had done a clown photoshoot where he fucked his co-model with a unicorn pop.

Back at home, I happened to click on a link Jio posted, for Rihanna's "Stay." It's pretty, if not terribly lyrically inspired. Stayed up listening to it on repeat until 1am.