Seroconverting All Over Again

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Monday - Woke up at 4, and simply could not go back to sleep. Still a little sore, but half hoping to get in an extra hook-up before school started. Rick messaged me - he'd been partying and rolling, and I really didn't feel up to keeping up with someone on drugs, but I'd have gone over if he didn't have friends there. Another gent messaged me, but flaked. I wasn't hungry, even up to when I left for school, and I'm not really sure why I didn't think to bring a lunch with me. Found the closest parking spot I ever have, which would have been ideal. The tired started to kick in in Legal Skills, which is typical. Jeremy sent a text on the break, but apparently wants more than a couple hours for our tryst. Spent the time instead pinning down and disproving crazy Christian man's arguments, only to have him degenerate to "nu-unh." Started feeling really ill by the middle of class, but I did manage to be the only one to raise my hand on one question, and answered it very correctly. Furfalonia. Almost didn't go to tutoring, but I didn't go last week, and I really couldn't afford even that, much less to miss two in a row. I stumbled to my car, drove home, crammed some peanuts and cereal into my mouth and CRASHED. Massive headache, nausea, cold sweats...not a happy way to spend 5 hrs. but at least it wasn't a week long, like last June. I slept, but kept waking up. On the plus side, my video game arrived! Finally woke up for real at 11:30...still felt slightly ill, but I made some rice, chatted with a few boys. Around 2, one gent invited me over. We spent a lot of time chatting, started fooling around, only to have him inform me that he doesn't use condoms. "Hey, you read my profile." True, but it only says Anything Goes, not BB Only. Denied my notch, I just rimmed him for about 45 min and went home. Stopped at Wal-greens, since I was in the area, but they didn't have their vegan dark chocolate covered cherries out yet. I guess that's for the best. It was almost 6, and I thought about maybe making some pasta, but I'm low on the stuff. Ate a few more peanuts and went to sleep.