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Out of the Loop
Jul. 17th, 2017 01:56 pmWoke up at 2 am, hungover and randy AF. Also couldn't find my phone. Looked around, then used to the Locator to determine that it was still at the party. Damn. Got into my toy chest and jerked off twice. Tried to take a video, but I couldn't find any memory cards for my old camera, and the new camera is apparently stuck to the apparatus. I really really shouldn't have jerked off a second time, because I was sore and bleeding after. I did manage to get to sleep after, though, so I wasn't as hungover as I might otherwise have been.
Messaged with Josh (the host) and Warren throughout the day. He asked if I'd fucked Brad while he was here, and I said I had, but I forgot about Saturday morning. There had been a bunch of orgies happening at Black's, but he hadn't participated. Hadn't gotten laid at all over the weekend, actually. I should have worked harder to include him. Maybe.
Richard was *still* there when I got home, though this was arguably good, since I was able to use his phone to text with Cody. I asked him if he needed a ride to his new place, and he told me that had fallen through, so he got a bus ticket to Chicago instead. He knows exactly one person there, and apparently sent a cryptic text to FHA. Suicidal ideation is nothing new for him. It's actually how he came to my place to begin with.
I came again just before I left to pick up my phone from Cody, which was possibly a mistake since he wanted to fuck again. No can do.
Warren had also asked Brad if we'd fucked, which also reminded me of Saturday morning, and I clarified for Warren, too. I also mentioned I should have tried harder to include him, but as he says, we're "casually dating." I don't really know how to do things casually, so I'm glad he's here to pump the brakes. I did ask if I could take him to dinner, which is always okay by him. We decided on Veggie Grill, and I got excited in spite of myself.
I went to rehearsal to learn "Mama's Broken Heart," though Keith was just getting out of work in Encinitas at the start time. And the choreography, such as it is, is terrible. I'm so disappointed in most of this show.
Messaged with Josh (the host) and Warren throughout the day. He asked if I'd fucked Brad while he was here, and I said I had, but I forgot about Saturday morning. There had been a bunch of orgies happening at Black's, but he hadn't participated. Hadn't gotten laid at all over the weekend, actually. I should have worked harder to include him. Maybe.
Richard was *still* there when I got home, though this was arguably good, since I was able to use his phone to text with Cody. I asked him if he needed a ride to his new place, and he told me that had fallen through, so he got a bus ticket to Chicago instead. He knows exactly one person there, and apparently sent a cryptic text to FHA. Suicidal ideation is nothing new for him. It's actually how he came to my place to begin with.
I came again just before I left to pick up my phone from Cody, which was possibly a mistake since he wanted to fuck again. No can do.
Warren had also asked Brad if we'd fucked, which also reminded me of Saturday morning, and I clarified for Warren, too. I also mentioned I should have tried harder to include him, but as he says, we're "casually dating." I don't really know how to do things casually, so I'm glad he's here to pump the brakes. I did ask if I could take him to dinner, which is always okay by him. We decided on Veggie Grill, and I got excited in spite of myself.
I went to rehearsal to learn "Mama's Broken Heart," though Keith was just getting out of work in Encinitas at the start time. And the choreography, such as it is, is terrible. I'm so disappointed in most of this show.
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