Weaving and Wobbling

Had a dream that yet another musician whose music I don't care for died, but I ended up crying about this one because he'd made my friends so happy. Dream me is so empathetic.

I got tracking notifications for the two phones I bought. The one I bought a day later I bought will actually get there sooner, because it shipped out sooner. If they'd shipped it the day I bought it, I'd have it by now. Of course, if I hadn't blacked out and broken my phone to begin with....

C messaged me a couple hours into the work day. His aunt is flying him to Reno to live with her for a few months, but he might need my place when he gets back to look for his own place. Bullet dodged, I suppose.

I ate a lot during work. My regular bag of "meatballs," plus an extra two pitas and rice. Writing it out, it doesn't seem like nearly as much as it felt like. Also talked with JJD about how I keep getting with guys who actively work to keep me out of sexual situations with 3rd parties, though we didn't come to any conclusions. My haze lifted, but not the underlying emotions. I'm pretty winning focused. But sometimes you can't win, so it's better to not play.

Hit the gym on the way home, and was supposed to go to Trader Joe's, but it was raining and I didn't want to fight crowds. Was also supposed to go to David A's party all of 3 blocks from my house, but I wasn't feeling up to that, either. Laid on the couch, petted Lady Miss Friday. Came really close to leaving the house several times, but I have a big weekend coming up, and I need to be on my A game for that, so I'll take this opportunity to rest.