May. 16th, 2017

RAWR

May. 16th, 2017 04:38 pm
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Finally got around to posting about the possible company dissolution. Dave was surprisingly supportive, even suggesting that since the porn is an occasional thing, we could do them as fundraisers for the nonprofit. Unfortunately, he's also overvaluing the company, thinking that us almost breaking even on our most recent shoot means we're worth 10k, and he should get a payout of 5k. The few people who were looking at buying in balked at even paying in his actual contribution, there's no way I'm going to find a buyer for that much. I also got Dimitri's community service letters done, and a fuckton of work done. And I sang (well) in my office for the first time in forever.

Unfortunately, one of the things I got done was noticing that a guilty plea screen record had come in...before I even worked it up. It was the day I started attacking the mountain of work JJD left, but I'm trying not to make excuses for myself. That's actually the easy part. The hard part is not imagining being fired over it, and not raking myself over coals in my head.

I laid down with Lady Miss Friday for a minute when I got home, but weirdly found myself with a ton of energy. I hadn't been to the gym in months, I think, though I'd been working out regularly in my office. For the last couple weeks, I'd stopped even doing that and it was getting to my head. Braced myself for the inevitable backslide once I got in and was pretty shocked to find that I wasn't noticeably behind on anything. It was weird. As an added bonus, I heard an old song I loved as a kid as I was leaving. It sticks out all the more in my head because it's not the sort of song I would've expected to hear in my dad's house as a kid. Thinking about it, possibly the most disturbing thing is that nothing changed; it's not like I've had any additional vitamins, extra sleep, etc. I had just run out of energy and finally stocked back up. Or something.

Tim asked to come over, and while I told him he could come by for a bit, I couldn't really pay much attention to what he was saying.

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